Sunday, February 15, 2015

day 46 out of 365

3:43 am
It's another day, just nearly, but it's here. The sky hasn't woke up yet, it's still in a deep slumber. The moon is wide awake, taking in the beauty of the silence that comes with 3 am blues. The ringing of bells are still going off in distances, a sticky floral scent is still in the air from all the flowers handled yesterday and 'I love you's are still echoing in the air. It's another day, just nearly, but it's here. 

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Birds Of A Feather

Maybe the two birds who ran away from home will find a place somewhere else-somewhere where they don't have to worry about rules or staying with the flock. They will do whatever they want, whenever they want. They can stay on a secluded island, and tell each other stories from a much simpler time, a time when they didn't have to worry about the harsh things in life. Then one day when they are ready, they will come back, and everything will feel like new again. Everything will feel like a simple time again.

Friday, February 6, 2015

Little Details

In this world, during your lifetime, you will meet multiple types of people. You will engage in conversation with these different types of people, and they will have their own way of talking; their own way of getting their point across. What decide to take away from these conversations, is up to you.

The world is filled with conversation possibilities. It's filled with potential details you can take from conversations that at the moment, aren't a big deal, but may be a big deal to you later on.

Little details can make a huge impact on someone. Smiling at someone you walk by may just make their day. Holding a door open for someone may give them an ounce of hope, an ounce of hope they were looking for. Looking into someones eyes while they are talking to you may change your conversation for the better.

Little details can be the difference between a good day or bad day, between one decision or another and whether a person chooses to say or to go.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

A-Z of Me

I seen another blogger do this (Little Fickle) and I thought I'd give it a try. It's basically what the title says it is, an A-Z guide of me.

A. Ana-a close friend of mine
B. Beach-I love going to the beach, it's one of my favorite places to go.
C. Cussing-I don't cuss and it's a personal decision of mine.
D. Death-I have been to a lot of funerals and my dad died in 2012
E. Ears-are not pierced
F. Fiona-one of my dogs
G. Green Day-one of my favorite bands
H. Horror Movies-my favorite genre of movies, i absolutely love them
I. Iced Coffee-I love iced coffee, well, any type of coffee
J. Jonas Brothers-the first concert I've ever been to was a Jonas Brothers concert in in the summer of 2008.
K. Keeper of journals-I like to write in journals and I currently have 2 finished an a third one almost done
L. Lorena-me, my 19 year-old self
M. Maytee-another good friend of mine
N. 'No' problem-I might have a problem with saying no. I feel bad saying 'no' when people ask for my help.
O. One Direction & Oreo-my other favorite band and Oreo is my other dog
P. Poems-I have written poems since elementary school and one summer I taught a poetry class with a friend of mine at a local community center
Q. Quiet-I am a very quiet person, especially around people I don't really know
R. Rain-my favorite type of weather
S. Santa Ana-where I grew up
T. Twitter-mine is @lxrenamarie
U. Umbrella-I have always hated using umbrellas
V. Violin and Viola-I played them in middle school
W. Writing & Winter-Writing is my passion and Winter is my favorite season
X. X-favorite letter
Y. Yelling-I can stand it when people yell at me, I get very emotional about it
Z. Zoo-life reminds me of a zoo sometimes

Saturday, January 24, 2015

When I'm sad I...

Everyone gets sad and everyone has their own ways of coping with their sadness. I put together  small list of things I like to do when I'm feeling sad. Everyone's list is different and is based on your own likes. Remember, if your feeling of sadness intensifies, or turns into something different or worse, you should talk to someone you trust and let them know what's going on.

  • lay on my bed and listen to my favorite songs and my favorite artists
  • read 
  • go on Tumblr and look at aesthetically pleasing pictures
  • paint, draw or color
  • write, whether it's in my journal, or on my blog, or even if i'm re-writing a dream of mine
  • watch my favorite YouTubers 
  • watch my favorite movies
  • walk around
  • do my nails or hair
  • cut out pictures from magazines and make collages

Let me know in a comment below what you guys like to do when your feeling sad.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015


He looked around his circle of friends as they all gained warmth from the fire as a soft tune filled the air. He was happy with his friends on this lovely evening by the ocean. The waves licked the sand as they took turns reminiscing joyous moments from the previous year.

They remembered the time they went to the rooftop of an abandoned building and camped up there. Together they had watched the sun set and the sun rise. They witnessed an ending and a new beginning.

They remembered their last hike-how they almost got lost, but managed to make it back before the blanket of darkness fell.

As they remembered these moments, they realized they couldn't remember when they all got there. They asked themselves how long they had been there, what day it was and why there wasn't anyone else on the beach. Their pit of fire now was the only light on shore and they couldn't see anything far right, or far left. They could see the ocean, only because the moon was reflecting off of it.

One by one they started remembering. They remembered only bits at first, like the tires screeching, the burning of rubber, being trapped, and then the feeling of intense heat.

It hit them all at the same time, like how that car had hit them.

Monday, January 19, 2015

a new year

Another year is here and it feels...the same? All that's changed is the year, a simple number. I would like to say that the list I wrote in my journal are things that are going to be accomplished this year, but i'll probably forget about them halfway through the year. We'll see. Most of the things on the list are things I seen on tumblr that seemed like lovely things to try to do.

Do any of you have New Year's Resolutions? If so, what are they?

this past month

don't forget to breathe